So I have not been on here in a while. And of course the reason why is because I started to heal and improve mentally which meant I didnt need to lean on blogging as much (pretty much not at all) to get everything off my chest.
Long story short I learned how to be more mindfull of myself in relation to certain situations, and how to never underestimate the need of consuming my daily vitamins. I think I was missing vitamins as a key element in getting back to being mentally strong enough to tackle everyday stress and even surprise stressers.
I have recently picked up a new hobby involving reborns; for those of you who don’t know what that is, they are hand made baby dolls ranging in age from premie to todler.
To be honest if it wasn’t for the “cookies” that each click leaves I would’nt have ever come across this popular niche hobby.
This is Alejandro Denise Crespo! He is a newborn and the second reborn that I had fallen in love with.
The first one was a girl who had a price tag I just couldn’t come up with then and there. Next thing I know she’s gone, BUT not too long after that I came across this little cutie. I placed a bid, and waited.l; then after a short lived bid war I snipped him at the last second.
BOOM HE WAS MINE. He was shipped and 5 days after huricane Harvey hit he was delivered and I did a quick box opening.
I absolutely love Alejandro and just having him next to me beings a comforting calm to me. Especially when looking at that smiling face.
I hope that I can make this into a more perminant hobby because having a hobby is the last thing on my check list to falling into place as an adult.
FaceBook page: Texas Reborn Mommy Hobby
What I am greatful for 30 day Challenge:
Day 2: Today I am greatful for my two jobs.
Ill go ahead and start off with what i hate doing but helps more than it hurts me.
I am glad that bi weekly i get 2 paychecks, these jobs are building me to learn discipline and the skill that will be nessesary when i pursure being an assistant manager.
You have to learn to love even the most annoying things because it could still be very beneficial for you to deal with them.
I have been near severely depressed this past month especially these past few weeks. I was in a car accident a few weeks ago and have been having issues with getting a rental; ontop of that Ive had 2 jobs to get to. Luckily… Not so lucky the following Tuesday and Wednesday were the last two days I worked till my vacation… What a total bust right? I ended up spending that time I despreatly needed worrying and dealing with the typical aftermath car crash. (I’m okay BTW).
Why is it so hard for majority of people to keep friendships??! Its like the younger portion of Gen-y don’t understand what being a friend means. They don’t understand the concept of conversation. Frankly I don’t give a fuck about people who say they can go months without that interaction and still come back. SHIT happens u know? An old fashioned call here and there seems to be out of the deal now.
Depression is so much more than just being sad over spilt milk, its like a literal dark hole u can’t keep a grip on. It causes a person to fall almost silent until its too late. I bring this up because it ties into my second thought up there about friends. I’ve really NEEDED friends lately. SHAMELESSLY, needed them because there is only so much someone can keep to themself. I’m glad I have a few friends who still ask me from time to time how i am doing ( I do the same)
Guess i just wanted to say don’t give up on that weekly or biweekly catch up. Being a fresh adult is hard… No matter the age we all need companionship. 😘